facebook chat destroys everything. no really. it does. if i were to be typing on this, and i got a facebook im and i pressed the backspace button on THIS WEBPAGE on MY BLOG separate from FACEBOOK, it would go back to my dashboard page and delete everything i had written, even if it was a long long blog about many many things. it would be gone forever because facebook chat destroys everything. it sucks out my life. it ruins my poems. it kills my blogs. it fucks up my messages. it sucks. its like drugs.
speaking of drugs, in my poetry class today my prof suggested that shel silverstein is like a gateway drug for kids to start enjoying poetry and look for more of it. HAHA. shel silverstein is badass. check out shelsilverstein.com if you don't believe me. go on. i dare you.
i can't make up my mind about whether i miss this guy because i really like him or i really like him because i get to miss him. opinions? questions? comments? concerns? strange itches? seriously. i don't make any sense to myself. i want to like him because i like him and miss him because i want him here. but i'm scared that i only like him because i can miss him and not have to deal with him every day and worry about scheduling my life to intersect with his life as frequently as i had scheduled my life previously to fit around others. thats no way to do it. i dont want to want him because i know i can't have him. FUCK.
FUCK.
i give up.
its got to be either mint car or strange attraction for me....but it always finishes alt.end
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